update

ok won southern uni games..didnt feel too good cause it was my friend that i was fighting against and her right foot was injured so didnt really want to kick her. Anyway, won Victoria State Championships under blue belt division!! Go me!! haha..yeah that was good...got kicked in the head though..but at least I know how is it like to fight in blue belt...so I am going for University Games under blue belt too..hope that doesnt end up a disaster cause for that like all the tkd teams in Australia are going...the chick my friend fought was super good..like my friend lost 18-1..and the thing is my friend is not that bad a fighter..i was totally shocked...its like whao...hope i dont have to fight her man.

anyway, i have been getting my regular chocolate fixes so im feeling really good...but i also just started like training like crazy as well...just went for like a 1 1/2 hour run today..so damn tired...i know doesnt really add up but its not to lose weight...im just damn scared of being kicked around like crazy in Uni games..like somehow fighting a higher belt always makes me nervous although im not that bad a fighter (not being bhb). im also damn stressed..have like 3 essays, a presentation and a lab report all due like close to each other..DIE! PANIC! STRESS!!!!! groan...so i should get back to work..argh...

i love chocolate....i love chocolate

I LOVE CHOCOLATE!! i have been craving for chocolate since forever...thank god for il doche fredos...i had my roche and chocolate ice cream yesterday!! yumyumyum...i actually walked out in the rain to go and get that ice cream...i know im crazy...but i just really really wanted chocolate...my hands were freezing when i was holding the cone but i cant help it...its just so irresistable.... but alas, i cant have any more junk food...i have to meet the under 47kg weight group for my next competition and right now im just sitting on 47kg so i cant afford to pig out and go over weight... *sulk* so sadly, that is my first and last chocolate thingy i can have till after all my competitions..n that is in october!! *groan* now im depressed :(