Friday, May 13, 2005

comfort food

i dont know anyone who doesnt like comfort food. be it chips, sweets, chocs..whichever it is, food one of the greatest things you can turn to when your down. ok come to think about, maybe not anyone, probably people with eating disorders wouldnt find it very comforting...than again, maybe they would for a moment before they puke everything out...i dont really know...havent learnt it yet...=P

well for this instance, i am currently highly stressed, i have a critique on the cause of schizophrenia to do (the one that is commonly known to have symptoms such as imginary voices and such) and i have exams to prepare for. to top that off, tkd competition is smack in the middle of exam period. argh...im going crazy just trying to do well in this assignment and trying to keep up with studies...its fucking horrible. anyway, so i came back today and i was like totally stressed out cause of this current assignment and so, ken brought home lots of comfort food!! he bought chips, cheesecake, nutella and bread (i positively love this) and apples for me (yes apples can be counted as comfort food too cause they are nice and yummy)!! to top that off, he cooked a fantastic chicken rice dinner...like it was really really good much our surprise...haha...like it was soooo good that i was greedy and took a second helping although i was already full...of course i paid the consequences after that..i couldnt move for quite awhile, and as a result i had to sit through starwars episode 1...ewww

ps: GOOD LUCK QIAN!! although by now you would already be on the plane and you wouldnt see this

qoute of the day:"You can learn little from victory. You can learn everything from defeat." - Christy Mathewson

Monday, May 02, 2005

i feel sick

i got no idea why but for some reason or other, my stomach wasnt at its full capacity today, it wasn't even half! i went for lunch with family friends and we went to some suburb to have lunch at an italian place. i ordered an entree pasta and the rest ordered whatever they wanted and a large family pizza to share which was spicy. before i even finished half my pasta, i was already feeling really full. but cause they are the dont waste food kind of family, i forced myself to finish it. then they forced me to eat half a slice of the spicy pizza, i had to drink 2 glasses of water just to finish that. next they wanted to eat ice cream so we went to il doche to have ice cream. i vehemently refused to have any but they dont take no for an answer so i didnt have a choice and i ordered fruit gelatti. i felt sooooo sick after that. i really wanted to puke. they sent me home and i ran straight for the toilet. after that i just sat down in my living room and didnt move for 2 hours cause everytime i stood up i felt really really sick. i never thought i could feel this full of nice food and feel so bad at the same time argh.

quote of the day: silent gratitude isnt much use to anyone